***hold***

For some personal reason
I won't be publishing blogs in the next few months
My apologies
But as soon as I wanted to do so
There will be a new one
Again
I extend my apologies

"I've seen Saturn thru a telescope..."

---- Sponge Cola ( Saturn )

--marc22fews

Illusive Thoughts

The surrounding's dark
Can't barely see a thing
Even though I can see a pole of light
I do not know how to hold it
Neither look at it

The time came
Every eye was focused one me
I can't make unnecessary movements
I just stared back in the light

Ignoring every facade
I walked around
Every step I take
Pausing for a while to think
If there's no one to make fun of me
I can not allow myself to be conquered by anyone

New light poles are showing their brightness
I don't know which one is a bright one
Nor the dark one
All I know at the moment
Their color
Some are blue
Some are red
Some are yellow
Some are green
The rest is black
But one color withstand against the others
It is only of its kind
A white pole

Mesmerized due to its facade
I try to go nearby
As I step
The poles are starting to disappear
But as I leave their place
They shined again
I can not get their logic for doing such things
But I guessed they are just playing with me

Another white light was spotted
Still
I'm confused
Why is there only two
Unlike the other
Especially the black one's

I try to hold every light poles
At last
They let me hold them
I can now hold every color I like
But another mystery has arise
Why does the black light change it's colour when I hold them?

I stayed for a while
They seemed to like me in a way
I played with them
They gave me more brightness
I stared at every pole
Hoping that these lights can be with me forever

As I interact with each other
The blue lights became darker than itself
The red ones became pink
The yellow is changing into gold
The green is also changing into a gray one
The group of black remained black
So as the two poles of white lights

Now I'm starting to lose my breathe
Asking help to every pole
They can't seem to move
I tried to hold them
Surprisingly
I can hold the light poles like an ordinary pole
I hold every color
Except for the black poles
And two white poles

I was shocked when the thing I feared most
Happened
Every pole I can hold
Was now like just an ordinary light pole
They even changed their facades
The dark blue group has became darker
Some of the dark blue members became black
The pink returned to its original color
The gold maintained its colour
But it became brighter
The gray poles disappeared
The black remained black
The white poles became brighter

For that incident
I already ignored every light poles
I went straight to the white poles
I try to hold them with my bare hands
They let me hold them
Like the others
They are like a real pole
So by their sides
Is where I stayed for awhile

The time continues to flow
So is my life
Now
I'm gasping for air
Very difficult to breath
Can't live for much longer
As for the two poles
I hold them tighter
Symptom that I need their presence
As I tried to close my grip while holding them
The pole at my right started to become brighter than before
I was relieved
I believed that this one won't leave me
So I let go to the pole at my left
And started to hold the pole at my right
It became brighter
I smiled slightly
I trusted the pole

Time pass by
My time is coming near
The pole I'm holding continues to shine even more
But something happened
While I was holding it
It let go of me
Just like the others
It became an ordinary light pole
After a little while
It disappear

Now my life's coming to an end
I lay down on the floor
And look to my right then left
At my left
The white pole was still there
Its brightness was never change since the start
Before I lose my breath
I crawled to hold the white pole that seemed to wait for me
But it never came in time
Before I reached the pole
My body became to stiff that felt like
I have Rigor Mortis
I let myself drown
And be kissed by death
As I stared the white light pole
My eyes are starting to close
I'm still looking at the white pole
It's getting harder and harder to breath
Until my eyes was almost closed
The white pole shined too much
Too much that it cost me blindness
All I can see is a white light
Then my eyes shut
...
When I opened my eyes
I realized I was in a room
An empty room
I was thinking if I'm already gone
Until she called my name
I looked around
But only find myself alone
I shouted if who she is
"It doesn't matter who am I, what's important is that your safe"
She answered
I was confused
What's happening?
Then I walk
Walked walked walked and walked
'Till I suddenly stopped
She spoke again
"Now you are free"
Free from what?
What the hell is this?
Then a feather fell in my head
I get it
Hold it
Take a deep breath
And closed my eyes

I wake up
I was confused
Everyone's looking at me
Sobbing
I realized
I was in a hospital
Then I looked at my hand
The feather is still there

"Don't ever be afraid. Life has ways of keeping you safe"

---- Sponge Cola (In Another Life)

[ria17]

--marc22fews

Sponge Cola

A special entry
This is a music review
About Sponge Cola's 3rd album
Entitled: "Sponge Cola"
I bought my copy
At SM City Sta. Mesa
Yesterday, September 20
It was 320Php

The Album contained 14 tracks
I'll enumerate it in order
-Ayt! (T)
-Puso (T)
-Step Back (E)
-'Di Na Mababawi (T)
-In Another Life (E)
-G.K.T. (T)
-A Tear (E)
-All The Time (E)
-Wala Kang Katulad (T)
-Makapiling Ka (T)
-Lights (E)
-Meteor Shower (T)
-Saturn (E)
-Keep The Fire Burning (E)
(Legend:
T- Contains Tagalog Lyrics
E- Contains English Lyrics)

All are new and original
Except "A Tear" and "Saturn"
The 2 tracks are included in their Indie Album
But of course
They made some new "twist" in the song

-Ayt!-
The song talks about
A person in morning
That's the literal meaning
But the deeper meaning
In my interpretations
They are like a friend
That saying:
"There's hope waiting for you my friend"
The combo of instruments is also great
The part
"Konting bilis, kami ay naghihintay"
It is a great LSS for your mind
4 of 5 stars

-Puso-
Theme of the UAAP '08
Also like from a friend
Never quit
Very simple
The part "Dehado kung dehado"
Was very catchy
4 of 5 stars
-Step Back-
My personal favorite
The sound wasn't too loud or "metal"
A little bit sentimental (as they call it)
There is a part when
The only sound you can hear
Is the vocalist's voice
It was a great effect and the meaning of the phrase
Is too great
5 of 5 stars

-'Di Na Mababawi-
A silent song
The meaning is not too hard to figure out
I think an acoustic guitar is used in this track
Simple
Somehow
I can relate to it
4 of 5 stars

-In Another Life-
Just like Chris' songs
Jillian and Myself In You
This talks about a love one
The story is like
"My life is sacrificed even for you"
That's just my interpretation
4 of 5 stars

-G.K.T.-
Gising-Kain-Tulog
A song saying that GKT
Is a secret
That has an advantage and disadvantage
Together with Jomal Limao
If I'm not mistaken
He's from Kamikazee
But I'm not sure
The song's great
4 of 5 stars

-A Tear-
Aside from the better sound quality
You'll see the difference
To be honest
I like the older version
The older contains more rock actions
But the thing that I like most in the new version
They used
"Screamo"?
I'm not sure about the term
But it's a shout
It is located after the part:
"Why won't we come back"
It's great
Very great
5 of 5 stars

-All The Time-
They used a filter for the voice
That's why it is somehow difficult
To understand
It's the shortest in the album
3 of 5 stars

-Wala Kang Katulad-
This song
I don't if it is only me
But I think I've already heard the tune
The meaning's great
4 of 5 stars

-Makapiling Ka-
This song is a little bit sentimental
I think this song is humble
The one saying this seems eager
To be with the one he/she loves
Too much devotion
But the song is great
5 of 5 stars

-Lights-
A track that says
At the end of the darkness, there's light
The lyrics is positive
It give light
I mean
Hope for the listener
5 of 5 stars

-Meteor Shower-
The title's written in English
But the song is Tagalog
So tricky
They used the Meteor Shower
As a substitute for the exact meaning of the song
Still
It is tricky
They put descriptions about Meteor Shower
Which gives the lyrics a great meaning
4 of 5 stars

-Saturn-
They rearranged the song
Making the 2 verses
One after the other
And they used hi-hats too much
It's great
I liked it like the older version
They didn't used guitars at first
Or if they used it and I didn't realize it
Too minimal
LSS
5 of 5 stars

-Keep The Fire Burning-
The last song
And the longest one
The song says about
There's no such thing as end
They also used piano
As a major instrument used in the song
The melody is good
4 of 5 stars

That's the summary of the tracks
Now let's get to the album's physical characteristics
The case isn't too good
Since they only used
I think a cardboard
Instead of using CD Hard Plastic Case
Just like other album's
The album's front
Is simple
Sponge Cola
Represents the artist and the album's title
Is written in the center
And there's a big red circle
With 3 white spots scattered around it
In my interpretation
The circle represents the Saturn
And the white spot represents lights
And lights that will represent
Never ending fire
The back cover is an art
There's an image of the members
But stenciled
In the upper-right corner
There is the location of the song listing
And it has a very small font
The inside part
There's a large folded paper
Contains Pictures, Song Title and line from the song
The CD is simple also
It just like the circle in the cover
With "SC" in the lower-left portion
The only thing that I didn't like in this
Unlike the 1st 2 albums
They didn't include a sheet of paper
Containing the lyrics
So it is too difficult to sing along

I think I already said everything
Thanks for reading
Have a nice day

"Still I'm drawn to the flame and the feelings remain but the fire for the night, now a long lost memory."

---- Sponge Cola ( Step Back)

--marc22fews

Momentary Bliss

I've been a li'l bit busy
So I didn't able to enter these past weeks

To summarize the story
It's been fun
And a little bit great
But still
There's some negative
And that won't be taken off in our lives

Last September 6
We went in Metrowalk
It was fun
We celebrated my dad's day
The females used the "karaoke"
As for the males
The billiard table is available
At first
Me and my dad are playing
But as the visitors came
We give them a chance to play
But they didn't give us a chance anymore
Good thing I brought my guitar
So me and my cousin had a jam
We jammed Emily by Paraluman
Since it's the only song we are very familiar with
And the celebration ended
We had a picture taking session
While we are having some pictures
Eirene immediately said
"Nsan, diba si Raimund yon?"
And then I looked to the man
I was starstruck
It was Raimund Marasigan
1/4 of the Eraserheads
Member of different bands
And lead vocalist of Sandwich
I was going to ask him for a picture
But it was too late
He immediately go away
I felt disappointed
It was a chance of a lifetime
So we went to the parking lot
While walking
2 men overtaken me
And they were talking
I looked at them
They are Diego Castillo and Mike Dizon of Sandwich
I felt happy
I asked them immediately for a picture
And that picture is now posted at my friendster account
http://www.friendster.com/angpaboritongtaonihudas
Just go to the Public Photo Album and search
Back to the story
It was really great
I'm overwhelmed

Just to share to you
I already got my PS2
And there was no damage at all
So I did not pay anything
Even a single cent
So I continued playing
The games I'm playing

Last September 17
We had a celebration
In relation to the Science Month
As a Sophomore student
I'm a part of
"My DNA Works" Exhibit
Our classroom was decorated
We prepared different activities
In one activity
We used some worms
And everyone enjoyed it

To be honest
I don't know
If I forgot something
My apologies

Yesterday we went to Sta. Mesa, Manila
We bought a new guitar
It's a Lele Lumanog
Like my classmate's guitar
But of course
With a different design
I chose a black one
It was really great
Unfortunately
It was not the one I bought
It has a damage
So I chose another one
And it came out to be
A red turtle-back acoustic guitar w/ pick-up
It was awesome
I tried it to attached at our amplifier
And it sounds great
I also bought yesterday
Sponge Cola's new and 3rd album
Entitled: "Sponge Cola"
More details to be revealed next entry

Thanks for reading
Hope you'll be back for more
Wait
I remember one important thing
Our distribution of cards
It was held last September 13
My grades was fine
The lowest was 82
And it was Filipino
I also got grade below 85
In Social Science, Biology and Physics
To be boastful
My highest grade is in Advance Algebra
I told you I'll be boastful
I'm the highest in the class
It was 94

I think I did not forgot anything already
Again
Thanks
'Till my next entry

"There's a Fruitcake for everyone."

---- Eraserheads (Fruitcake)

--marc22fews

Strings and Boxes

This week
I was not busy
In response to academic reasons
There were less class that I attended
But It's not that I cut some classes
There was a reason
There is an upcoming culminating activity
And we have to be ready for it

Monday
We had no classes
I slept majority of the day
About 6pm
We went to a nearby supermarket
And I bought a new PS2 game
It is Grand Theft Auto: Vice City
I know
It's not new
But not too old
It was released about year 2002
I have this game before
But in my computer
Unfortunately
It was destroyed
And because I really wanted to play the game again
I bought another one
But now it is for my PS2
As I reached our house's main door
I immediately rushed to where
My PS2 is located
And start playing it
As I start the game
I remembered the days
That I first played it
When I don't care about
The human lives in the game
About the wrecking of cars
And usage of weapons
All I know is
Use every function of the game
As far as it can give
In where
I'll just stop doing the very same thing
Unless it is already impossible to do so

The most busy day I had
Was Tuesday
We had classes the whole day

Wednesday
NCAE for 4th year students
There was no classes
Except for us
We were asked to report at our school
By 12 in the afternoon
I know that there will be less classes
So I decided to bring my guitar
And while in school
I've played the same old hits that I know
But that day was out principal's b-day
And someone wants us to have a gift
But we don't have any funds
So our class president decided
To play a song for our principal
The chosen song was
Crazy For You
At first
I laughed
Because I thought it was a joke
But she was serious in what she said
I was a little bit shocked
Because the lyrics was not good
But still
She wanted that song
And we practiced it until dismissal

Here is Thursday
I know that there will be no classes
I mean
No teachers will have a discussion
So I decided to bring my guitar again
And
It's the day of presentation
And the day started in our classroom
We are decorating our room
For the upcoming activity
In relation to the
"Linggo ng Wika"
But our presentation
Was canceled
I don't know the exact reason
But still
The day continued
With us
Playing the guitar
As a result
My fingers are aching

Friday
The culminating activity
I brought 5 gallons of water as a share
It was way too heavy
While the program was going on
I was left on the room
For the reason
I'm supervising everything
That is about the decorations
And while I'm doing nothing
I borrowed a guitar from a former classmate
Unfortunately
I broke it
I accidentally broke a string
So i have to replace it
And the whole day was fun
My classmates are playing
Tekken 5: Dark Resurrection
And I tried to play
And it was fun
The day ended with fun of course

That's all for today
Wait
I forgot something
Few days ago
I read my entries
And found some typographical errors
So my apologies
I don't know if I still have some typo-errors
And the worst
The wrong usage of grammar
Again
My apologies
Thanks for reading

(**NOTE**:I posted this entry on August 29, 2008 [Friday])

"You can't avoid the complications when there's no reason at all."

---- Eraserheads ( Waiting For The Bus )

--marc22fews

High School Life

Last Saturday
My friends and I
Went to the mall
And of course
I'll share it to you
Me, Gerald, Ian and Colleen
Went to SM Megamall
We went there
Just for fun
Nothing more
At first
We looked for the time of the show
But we still have about 2 hours
Before the show starts
So we decided
To walk around the mall for a while
We played a while in the Timezone
And we went to the supermarket
To buy some stuffs
For the show
Then we went to the cinema
We watched
The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor
It was great
The story was somehow unique
And the effects was too great
In the cinema
The arrangement of seats was
Colleen, Ian, Me and Gerald
And because of that
There were like
2 different groups
Colleen and Ian are talking by themselves
While me and Gerald has also our own
And that did last long
Even outside the cinema
Even when we go to
Our separate ways before
We go home

Our teachers shared to us
Our scores in our
Periodical exams
My outputs were somehow great
Fortunately
I got the highest score
In Advance Algebra
And in Physics
I didn't expect those scores
Especially in Physics
But even though they were the highest
It wasn't high enough
And it wasn't satisfactory
But I think
It is better to have it
Than to have a failing score
The lowest I got
Is in my elective subject
Which is Environmental Science
I've got
A point higher than the lowest
Possible passing score
It was too bad

Yesterday
Our section had a pet
Named Bubu
(I'm not sure if the name of the spelling is correct)
It is a beetle
At first
I didn't liked it
But when I first let it walk on my palm
It was great after all
Its shell was hard
And its legs are it pointed
But not pointed that it can
Give you a wound
At the middle of the day
When I was playing Sudoku
My classmates laughed at me
And I said why
Then they said
Look at your back
When I try to look at it
Bubu was behind me
And I started to laugh
Then they took it off
Then they've done it to another classmate
And when she noticed that we are laughing at her
She also said why
And we said that
Bubu was at her back
She was shocked at shouted
We were laughing too much
One time
Another classmate was having a deal
With another classmate
She will take off an rope that is
Tied around her wrist
We are joking her that
Bubu was around her
And she freaked out
She was too afraid
And she even cried
While we
We are laughing

Right now
I'm waiting for Gerald to be online
We are going to make our SIM
(Strategic Intervention Material)
We are planing to have Cell
As our Least Mastered Learning Competency
(I'm not sure of the Competency)
And I tried to put the plug-in
In my Yahoo! Messenger
I've chose Yahoo! Music
And It's great
Try to give it a shot

Culminating activities
Are one of the most fun events
In our school
Yesterday
We are talking about it
And we had an idea
Just an idea
We or should I say "I"
Not sure about it
We are planning to be band
And play song/s in one activity
And we wanted to be different from the others
We are planning to play
Christian songs
But we are still unsure
We prioritize our studies
That's why we can't move even further

Thanks for reading
'Till my next entry

"Explain to me, what has become of us?"

---- Urbandub ( Fight is Over )

--marc22fews

OPM World

I've realized something
My blog title is
With music present in my mind
But I don't have an entry for music
That's why I created this one

First of all
I didn't know
What music contains
That made me like it
But maybe
Its lyrics
Its melody
I don't know
But I think
It's really the lyrics
I wanted the lyrics too much
It really can express my feeling
No matter what I feel
There's a music that is complimentary to it

A want to concentrate on Sponge Cola and Eraserheads
Let's have sponge cola first
The first time I hear Sponge Cola
I think that
What kind of name is that?
Is it derived from Spongebob Squarepants?
I first heard that from Francis M.
He is always plugging Sponge Cola
That's why I became curious of them
Then one day
My friend lend me
His copy of Sponge Cola's
Palabas: The Romeo and Juliet Experience
So I listen to it
While listening to it
I think of
What's good in this album?
There's no great song in this album
But what i didn't realize back there
I always listen to it
Until one day
Before I return it to my friend
I copied it to my PC
For the reason
We have a CD-burning business
And then I returned it
One day
I saw a life performance of Sponge Cola at Myx
And I said
What song is this?
This is not included in the album
This is too great
So I try to remember the title
And I search at my PC
I was shocked
The song was already in the album
It means that
I just ignored it
So I listened to the whole album again
That's when I realized
The beauty of that artist
The songs was too great
And that's the start of
Being a fan of Sponge Cola
But unfortunately
I only saw 1 of their gig
And it's not their major gig
They are just guest
It is in Hataw, Hanep, Hero 2007
While we were walking around
Together with my sister Joyce
Cousins Ria and Eirene
Eirene said that
Wow, the song is Sponge Cola
Then I said
Yeah, too lucky for us
Then I remembered one thing
And I immediately asked my sister
(For because she already attented that particular event)
If there are local bands performing
Then she said yes
I realized that
That it is a live performance
Because the sound of the Cymbals are different
So I rushed to the center stage
And I was surprised
Sponge Cola was really there
I was too happy
They performed three songs
Bitiw
Tuloy Parin
And Tuliro
I was really happy that night
Now
Because of my addiction
I collected 53 of their songs
But I think some of copies I have
Has a multiple copy
Or double copy
But one thing is certain
I like that artist
I have their debut album
Palabas: The Romeo and Juliet Experience
And their sophomore one
Transit Deluxe
And their EP
Which contains five songs
But not an original copy
I just borrowed it from my friend

I also like
Pupil
Eraserheads
And Sandwich
I like the meaning of their songs
And the tunes of course
I like their albums
I don't have to mention it
It is at the list
At the left side of this page

Now
I can play some instruments
I can play
The guitar
And basic drum beats
Sometimes I play my favorite songs
Like Tuliro
Betamax
Monobloc
Pare Ko
And some other more
I think
I already said this words
My apologies
It's little bit late now at my time
So my mind is not working
Effectively as expected
I don't know what to write next
I don't even know
There might be some typographical errors
And wrong usage of grammar
Again
My apologies

I'll have to end this now
I don't know what am writing
I might write things that I must not write
Thanks for reading

"I closed my eyes to count to ten. I looked around to find you, but I lost you."

---- Wake Up Your Seatmate ( Hide and Seek )

--marc22fews

Living Hell?!

We had our exam
That's the reason
Why I'm slightly busy

Our Algebra exam
Wasn't too hard at all
Of course
There is also some items that
Wasn't hard as I expected
As of now
Biology is my problem
Unfortunately
I think my answers
In the last part of the exam
Out of 20 items
My only sure answer
Is around 8 items only
Too bad for me

To be honest
I can't think
Want to put in this entry
But I don't wanna end this now
I don't wanna have an entry
That is too short

Right now
I wanted to have a thing to do
I wanted to have a band
Even thought this dream
Was way back
Since I'm a 5th grader
But of course
As time goes by
There's change
And I'm changing
I always now that
There might be a time
When I dream of becoming a doctor
A painter
A principal
A president
I dunno
But I thing won't change in me
My eagerness to fulfill the things
That I must fulfill

Earlier this morning
I asked my classmate Bea
To come with me
In our registrars office
While on our way to the office
She asked me
What is that for?
I told her
I gonna get my grades
Because were going to migrate at Hong Kong
She suddenly stopped for a while
And asked me
Is it true?
I said yes
She continues to ask me the same question
Over and over a hundred times
I looked at her eyes
And it is teary
I realized that
She doesn't want me to go
When we reached the registrar's office
I saw the registrar at the office's door
So I approached her immediately
Bea was left outside the office
For the reason
Students with particular business
Is allowed inside
So I looked at Bea to say
Wait for a minute
When I looked at her
Her tear dropped
At that moment
I felt a mixed emotion
Happy
Surprised
Lonely
Guilty
So I told her
Bea, It is a joke
And then I entered the office
After the transaction is finished
She was standing at the very same place
Where I left her
On her right side
Ria and Gerald was present
But they didn't got my attention
I comforted Bea because she was crying
I told her again that
The migration thing is just a joke
And she became happy again
When we reached our classroom
Bea said that
We could use that joke again
And so we did
We used the joke on Christine
Same as Bea
She had teary eyes
When we reveal that it was a joke
She started to laugh and chased me
So I started to rest at my chair
Without knowing
Another classmate cries because of the joke
It wasn't me who told it to her
Gerald said the joke on Ria
And she began to cry

After those incidents
I realized a small thing
Somebody is still
Caring?
Loving?
Thinking?
Wanted me to be with them?
I dunno the right term
But I was really happy

I've brought my guitar today
While we were waiting for the next exam
I, Gelli and Ria played the guitar
We played "Magbalik"
Then Bea and Gerald was singing
When we came to the chorus part
Majority of our classmate starting singing
When suddenly
Mr. Ungos came to our room
And he confiscated my guitar
But I was not at nervous state
I know that I can get my guitar back
Before I go home of course
When I was about to get it
He asked me
What happened?
Why did you do it?
I can't say a thing
For about 2 minutes
I suddenly said
Sir because I can use it because it is a break time
And he said
It's ok to use it
But you're making too much noise
At the end I just apologized
And he explained to me
That if he didn't scold
Other teachers will scold me
And worse thing might happen

This is the last of it
I think this blog isn't that good
It only had a detailed summary of my day today
I just want to thank you for reading

"It took me 25 years just to understand"

---- Eraserheads ( Scorpio Rising )

--marc22fews

Pagiging Maka-Bansa

Ang isang ito ay espesyal
Gagamitin ko dito ang linguaheng
Aking nakagisnan
Ang wikang Pilipino
Sa ngayon
Bawal gumamit ng mga salitang dayuhan
Umpisahan na natin

Isa akong mambabasa
Ng mga librong likha
Ni G. Bob Ong
At sa pagbabasa nito
Mas naintindihan ko maigi ang buhay
Dito nabasa ko ang iba't-ibang mundo ng tao
May para sa mga mag-aaral
Para sa sakit ng lipunan
Sa relihiyon
Ang ugali ng tao
Mga istilo ng pagsusulat
At buhay-mahirap
At dahil doon
Susubukan kong isa-isahin ang aking mga
Komento ukol sa mga paksang iyon

Sa pag-aaral
Naisip ko na
Talagang nakaktuwang nakakaawa ang mga estudyante
Nakakatuwa sa aspektong
Parang puro kasiyahan lang sila
Nakakatuwa silang nakitang natutuwa
Lalo na kung nagsasaya sila
At natututo sa pag-aaral
Sa kabilang banda
Nakakaawa sa aspektong
May mga gurong umaabuso sa kanila
'Yung tipong
isang pirasong lapis na lang
Ay gagawin pang proyekto
At sa mga gawain na dapat sa guro pa
Tulad ng pagbabasa
Kung ako ang tatanongin
Oo
Dapat nagbabasa ang estudyante
Subalit ang pagbabasa na iyon ay para lamang
Makasagot kapag nagtanong sa kanila ang kanilang guro
Pero hindi tama para sa akin
Ang pagbabasahin ang estudyante para lamang
Sila na lang magturo sa sarili nila
At hind i ang mga tamad na gurong nagpapabasa na lamang
Pero dahil sa "ABNKKBSNPLAko?!"
Biglang pumasok sa aking isip
Ang maging isang guro
Isang guro na maka-estudyante
Isang gurong pinaglalaban ang karapatan ng estudyante

Sa relihiyon muna tayo
Wala akong gaanong masasabi
Kundi ang isang palaisipan
Totoo ba ang relihiyon?

Ang ugali ng tao
Bawat tao sa mundo ay mayroon kanya-kanyang ugali
Kung minsan ay may nagkakapareho
Pero kahit papaano
Ay may pinagkaiba parin
Pero may isa akong nalaman
Wala sa tao ang kanyang ugali
Kundi nasa tumitingin
Halimbawa?
May isang taong nagsasabi ng kanyang talambuhay
Kung sang ayon ka sa kanya
Matutuwa ka
Mahahabag ka kung ito ay nakakahabag para sa iyo
Subalit kung hindi mo nagustuhan
Sa karaniwang dahilan na
Parang ikaw ang kontrabida sa kanyang kwento
Ang sasabihin mo naman ay
Isa siyang mayabang na walang kayang patunayan
Kundi magyabang
Pero ano ba talaga ang pakay ng taong
Nagsabi ng kanyang talambuhay?
Walang makapagsasabi
Kahit siya
Hindi niya masasabi ang katotohanan

Sa pag-sulat daw nailalabas ang nadarama ng isang tao?
Para sakin
Tama iyon
Bakit?
Ako mismo
Nagawa ko na iyan
Isa din yan sa dahilan ng aking
Pagsulat dito sa pahinang ito
Gusto ko mailabas ang aking naisip
Nararamdaman
At iba pa
Pero bakit may mga sulatin na hindi akma sa bawat situwasyon?
Dahil ang isang sulatin ay may isang eksaktong paksa lamang
May mga diskursong marami ang paksa
Pero hindi ito natutumbok ang dapat matumbok

Buhay mahirap
Dahil salat sa pera?
Hindi lang iyan ang ibig-sabihin ng mahirap
At hindi iyan ang tunay na ibig-sabihin ng salitang iyon
Ang sa tingin kong ibig-ipahayag ng salitang 'yon
Ay ang taong
Kulang sa pagmamahal
Bakit?
Kung wala kang ganon
Halos wala ka nang magagawa sa buhay mo
At ang tanging iisipin mo na lang ay ang sarili mo
Kung mangyayari 'yon
Iba iba na ang magagawa mo
Magagawa mo kahit hindi nadapat
Bakit nila sinasabi ang mahirap ay kulang sa pera?
Sa totoo lang
Walang taong walang pera
Subalit
Hindi lang sila nakokontento sa kung anong meron sila
Lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay may halaga
Edi ang tao ay may halaga din?
Magkakaroon ng halaga ang tao
Kung ituturing mo itong bagay

Ngayon
Bumalik tayo sa sakit ng lipunan
Bakit sakit ng lipunan
Nailagay sa librong
"Balik Baliktad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino"
Ang karamihan sa katotohanan ng ating buhay
Mas inuuna pa natin ang dayuhan
Ang iba ay masahol pa
Bukod sa mas binibigyan ng importansya ang dayuhan
Hindi pa siya dito nakontento
Hinihila pa niya pababa
Ang mga kababayan niya
Hindi niya inisip na
Pag hinila niya ang kanyang kababayan
Hinila na din niya ang kanyang sarili
At sa mas nakakahiyang situasyon
Kung ikukumpara sa kanyang hinilang kababayan
Isa pang napansin ko sa libro?
Iba ang laki ng mga salitang
BAKIT
BALIKTAD
PILIPINO
Bakit ko ito sinasabi?
May naisip lang ako
Kaya ba iba ang laki ng tatlong salitang iyon
Ay sa kadahilanang
Nagtatanong ang sumulat ng
BAKIT BALIKTAD ang PILIPINO?

Ito na ang wakas ng aking liham
Maraming salamat sa pagbabasa
Kung may natutunan kayo
Ayos
Kung wala
Ayos lang din
Ang importante
Nakinig kayo sa isang opinyon

"Lahat tayo, nag-gagamitan lang"

--Eraserheads ( Wating )

--marc22fews

This day, These days

It's been too confusing
Slyness doesn't count anymore
Thinking ability is too dull
To figure it out

One subject
Advance Algebra
We had an exam
I got a score
More than the number of items
I was
Of course happy
For the second exam
I'm the second to the highest
Because I was called 2nd for my paper
But I don't know what is the score of the 1st one

These days
My classmate
Named Gelli
Is always bringing some guitar
And of course
I'm borrowing it
I've been playing hits like
Crazy for you
Tuliro
And Betamax

To be honest
I started this blog last July 17
Quite too long for now
I never insisted myself
To finish a thing
With a deadline of my own
For a very simple reason
Pressured me can't create a quality product

These days
We don't have any teachers
Present in almost majority of the subjects
Especially the last 3 days of this week
They attended a seminar
Including Science, Mathematics and Social Sciences
Last Thursday
We only attended
Oh
I'm sorry
My bad
"They" attended only 2 of our classes
So instead of having 9 subjects that day
We had a holiday
For having only 2
Lucky and fortunate
Especially for us

Yesterday
2 4th year students take over our Biology class
But we talked about not Biology
But about Bible
Everything about Bible
The Pro's and Con's
I don't now what
Or I can't identify the Pro's and Con's
Until now
My mind is still uncomfortable
Because it can't stop
Thinking about that matter

Being a Sophomore student is fun
But sometimes
I can see some aspects
That I saw when I was in elementary
And that's the majority
But as time goes by
I think it's becoming less
But except for one
I can't take her anymore
I won't describe her
Because she's the only one
Having that description
But the greatest clue I can give
Is that
She is a "she"
And not a "he"
I am the only one that she always look at
Look in a negative side
I'm the only one that she always force
That I am wrong
That I'm the worst one
That I'm the bad one
She can't see the others
Let's say that I have all those descriptions
But the worst that I can't take is that
Very simple thing
I know I'm unethical
But I just want to share it to this up to this point
When I have free time
I try to fix broken things in our second home
And what's getting me mad about that?
She forced me to do it?
No
I volunteer in doing those
She asked me to stop?
No
She doesn't care about the positive side of me
She wanted to do it instead of me?
You can wish about it
But that's not the reason
Then what's the reason?
Very simple
She just told me
That I'm the reason for the broken items
Inside our second home
What in the world is that reasoning is?!
Such a fool man's thinking
(Let me be boastful in this part again)
I think its what you call
"Crab Mentality"
Yes
I tried to fix broken things in our room
And majority of it
I fixed it
And yet she has the guts to say
And the one who's wrecking it?!
What the hell is that!
I just can't take it anymore
Well if your reading this
Then better think twice
Before you use your mouth and talk

Aside from that
I'm enjoying my life at present
And I want to enjoy it more
I just want to fulfill my dreams
I just want to finish what I've started
Oh wait
I remember
In our MAPEH class
We had a personality test
There is a question
"You saw a jar, in what volume will you fill it?"
Choices are:
A)1/4
B)1/2
C)3/4
D)Full
My answer is A
My 1st reason is
Because in desert, you can't have too many water
Because it'll just evaporate
And you'll lose your water
Which you earned too difficult
And our teacher declared the reason
It represents our achievements
So I achieved 1/4 of my achievements
And I think It's correct at my present situation
Because at present
The only dream I have
Aside from becoming a UP student at college
Is to finish my studies at my present school
And I'm trying to be better than myself
And finish it
Wait
Why "better" not "best"?
Because if you beat the best of yourself
It means you achieved your highest point
And you can never improve
While in better
You can always defeat yourself
Improve every time
Take it step by step
And beat your worst enemy
Yourself

Thanks for reading
It's already too long
Hope your not bored reading it
'Till next time
**NOTE: I posted this entry last August 2, 2008

"So now you say, "Your probably mistaken"

----Sponge Cola ( Closure )

--marc22fews

Am I too good?

These days
No
These weeks
I've been too busy
So my apologies to the one waiting for my new post
Too busy
That even our school year-long project
I can't make it
A journal for English and Physics class
We will write anything about the said subject
In our every meeting
Making it
The English to have 5 entries per week
And 3 per week for Physics
But I think
It's useless
What's the sense of knowing the negative and positive
If you still can't change what you want to change?
Well I'll end this portion
For the reason
I don't want to be the person in our guidance councilor's room
Because of this blog

About last week
Or last 2 weeks
I can't remember the exact date and day
Our local gov't gave us our free footwears
A leather and rubber shoes
Yes
We gain materialistically
But we lose a friend
Because a lesson was on going at the time the shoes were given
We were in a very rush at that moment
To be honest
I really forgot about his presence at that exact moment
So we went down all the way to 1st floor
And get our shoes
About a day after
Our friend already call us "traitors"
For the reason we didn't wait for him
And until now
We aren't at good terms

I want you to know
That about the past 6 hours before i write this entry
There are a lots of things i want to share
But for the unknown reason
I forgot them all

For a while
I want to boast
Now
Let me do it
At our Math classes
Which is Advance Algebra and Plane Geometry
Because of my summer lessons
Obviously last summer
I know already some of the topics
That's why I felt like
I was a little bit above against my classmates
But still I know
There will be an end
And speaking of end
There is something I want to end
I want to forget
And wish I didn't do it
I can't tell the exact thing
So that you'll read my blog very carefully

I've done this mistake
It is already the 2nd time
But it's not as simple as that
This mistake
Is a better mistake compared to the 1st mistake
I know
The persons involved are the wrong persons
Unlike the 1st one
Because of it
The ones that makes me smile before
Now
Can make me smile
Not the same side
But the negative side of me
Because of it
I envy my best friend for it
I didn't know what the hell did I done
I don't like sharing this kinds of stuff
But I can't take myself away from it
I've destroyed everything
And I'm regretting it
Did you get what I mean?
What do you think it is?
No
That's not the correct answer

Before I end this blog
It took me a night
And a day also
It is already the 20th hour since I started it
Because last night
It was already almost the middle of the night
And my dad ask me to stop
And I do so
This morning
I was busy for my assignments
Afternoon's time?
I spent it in my cousin's home
So this is again another free time of my life
But not for long
Because I'm into something again

I forgot to tell it earlier
So now I'm gonna say the main point
Why did I post another blog in no time
Answer?
Very simple
Because of a feeling
A feeling that caused me to think
And that feeling is called
Self-pity

Since elementary
My father brings me to school
And fetches me after class
I was happy
Because my dad has a time for me
Unlike my other classmates
They'll wake up too early
And their parents is either sleeping
Or already on the way to their works
And they'll sleep by the time
That their parents isn't at home yet
At that point of view
I felt very lucky
For treating me like a very special thing

When high school came
The only thing that differs it from my elementary days
Is that my dad didn't fetch me from school
Instead
They hired a service for me
I'm still happy
When 2nd yr came
I already don't have a service
I was not mad
Or saying that my parents doesn't care about me anymore
But
I already saw the thing that differs me from every person I know
They don't want me to go alone in the open crowd
They didn't allow me to have the same route as an ordinary student walks
Instead of that
I was always in a special one that dispatches me at the door of our house
I'm not mad because of the reason
I can't go with my classmates at their way to home
I was happy in the sense that
They wanted me to be safe
But the thing I didn't like is that
They didn't want me to taste a little more dangerous life
I don't want to be a wild one
But I also want to walk to the same route
That an average public school student takes
I didn't want freedom
Because I know that I already have them
But I just want to experience and learn from the said thing
Right now
A part of me wants to be rebel
But I know
It will get me to my worst phase
And at the end
I will still be the loser
I just beat up my self
And I'm just thinking
That there is a reason
Why I have to be a special one against the others

Right now
The only thing at my mind
Is 3 things
Be wise
Be sly
And overtake my dreams
I don't want to have other things that is unnecessary
I wanted to maintain my scholarship
I wanted to fulfill my expectations
I wanted to live my life
I wanted to learn
I wanted to be the better one than myself
Why only better not best!?
Simply because
When you choose to b your best
You can't upgrade from it
Because it is already the superlative one
There is no higher or greater than that one
But with better
I can always improve
I can always be better
I can always defeat the greatest enemy
MYSELF

"I was alone and you were with him. I wanna see my friend."

----Pedicab ( A Stormy Night)

--marc22fews

The Day Of........

Ok
Let's finish this
Once and for all
I don't wanna make this longer
But for sure
This one's a long one

Last week
I can't remember anything anymore
So let's skip this one

Wait
There's something I remember
I didn't know I remembered it
Last Friday
I went to my dentist
And nothing special happened
Same with Saturday
But not Sunday
And I hate that day
My hamster died unexpectedly
But before I come back home that day
I bought a book
Entitled "Ang Paboritong Libro Ni Hudas"
It is a creation by Bob Ong
The book has 2 stories
The one is like a blog by the writer
And the other one is like a conversations in somewhere
That a person can't go

Tuesday
The start of classes
It's fun
Like a reunion
But somehow sad
Because there are other classmates that were not included
In the section where I am
Wednesday when we had a game at our Values subject
It's fun also
The game doesn't ask me too much
Thursday when I accidentaly
Had no choice but to dance in front of the class
But still, still my fault
That was Geometry class
Friday the 13th
Is Friday the pressure
Too many books
Oh
Wrong line
Too many "white elephant" books
Today
Even it's Saturday
We go to our school
But not exatly a class
There is an event at Rainforest
I was told to join "Pasahang Buko"
But I can't refuse
So i joined

I was supposed to create this blog
Last Monday
But for schedule reasons
I finished it at Saturday
And because I have problems at present
I can't think too great
Maybe
I can't enter any blog entries for 3-7 days
14 days for worse
30 days for worst
I don't know
I can't predict the future

"Maybe you see me I'm always happy, but in my back, I'm a lonely clown."

---- 6cycle Mind ( Clown )

-- marc22fews

why?

Its about a week
From the last date
I entered my blog
And between those days
Many things happened
And all of them have something in common
And that is
A question
A question that can't be answered
By anyone
And that question
Is
"Why?"

Last Sunday
We went to church
But while we were in that place
One thing has never
Get out of my mind
And that is my hamster, Betty
Before we went away from home
I saw her
Like she's badly injured
Or has a great disease
I went to a animal clinic
And ask if they have some at least an idea
Of what happened to her
But they didn't also know
When I got back home
She already passed away
I was so down at the moment
I was very guilty
Because I felt
That my stupidity killed her
I didn't have enough knowledge to raise her
And because of that
I've wasted a life
Why did that happen?

It was Tuesday
When we go to a mall
For the reason
I need to have another set
Of eyeglasses
So we went to the optical
And checked my eyes
The result said
That my left eye's Astigmatism (Not pretty sure about the spelling)
Had changed into a Near-Sighted one
That means I have to wear glasses
For the rest of my life
But my right eye
Was just the same as before
And that is still an Astigmatism
Why does our eye becomes blur?
It seems like
Its so useless
And impossible

At the same day
I went to Bio Research
And bought another female hamster
And named her "Kelly'
As we were in the way
Going home
There are time that I felt like she's not moving
But when a slightly shake its box
She moves
Why does animals are born?
While some of them are just tortured
And some of them are the reasons for torture

This morning
I cleaned up my hamster's home
And realized that "Kelly" was in a
Life-and-Death situation
She passed at some symptoms
Of the disease "Wet Tail"
The said disease was something to do with
Their intestines and bacterias
So I put her in a separate home
I put some water with Vitamin C on it
And some nuts
I was observing her
For the whole day
When 5pm came
And I noticed that she isn't moving
Even breathing
I touched her
And it proved
That her lifespan ended
I was feeling sad again
And of course guilty
And while I'm observing her
I've researched about Syrian Hamster (A.K.A. Teddy Bear Hamster)
And found out that
A 2 Syrians can't be inside a single cage
Except for some reasons and excuses
And when they are inside 1 cage
They will fight against 1 another
And can cause death
Why does another life has to suffer because of my stupidity?

Well thanks for reading

"I resign all implications, of the war that's imminent. Two lovers in mind. Can we try a conversation? One line we never said. I'm sorry I've tried"

----Sandwich ( Two Lovers )

--marc22fews

Excitement and Happiness

I didn't enter any blog for the past 3 days
It's because I'm somehow busy those days
Last Wednesday
We celebrated our parents' 19th anniversary
Last Thursday
The "BoBoyZ" reunited
And yesterday
I just played GTA: San Andreas in my PlayStation 2

Wednesday morning
I just logged in my Yahoo! Messenger account
After a while
I started to play Tekken 5
But I was bored
So changed it to GTA: Vice City Stories
At 1st
I was having a great time with it
But after an hour
Th DVD went crazy
Causing the game to hang
So I changed it again
Into GTA: San Andreas
About 12:30 in the afternoon
We went to Robinson's Galleria
While my parents are enjoying
The spa gift certificate I gave
Me and my sister went to National Bookstore
Just to hang out
After that
Our parents already called me
To tell us that they are finish
And we met
Next is to eat
We had our meal at Burgoo
Before we go home
We went to a comfort room
As I was finished
I walked around the stores near it
And saw a pet shop
And there I bought my 1st pair of Teddy Bear Hamsters
I named them Teddy and Betty
After i bought it
We went to the department store
And surprisingly
Teddy went out in their box
My mother was so shocked that she shout
But not too long and too loud
My sister immediately run

Last Thursday
I wake up about 8 am
After I eat
I went to the bathroom to have a bath
And after that
I went to SM Megamall
As I arrived at Dunkin' Donut
There was already Jerome Sy
But Daryl and Bryan Uy was still not around
We wait for 30 minutes
After that 30 minutes
I went to the nearest pay phone
To call them
They said that they'll just go around 12:30
So Jerome and I already walk around the mall
We 1st played at Timezone
But we just spent very small amount of money
When the load depleted
We ate our lunch
At food court
We bought Liempo Boy's Cruncy Liempo (Not sure of the name)
Right after we eat
We went At Club Synergy
While we're wandering
When the Uy bros, called us
We are planing what are we going to do
When we sa the SM Bowling Center
So we enter and ask for the price
The price is enought for us
So we played bowling
We had 2 1/2 games
1st game
I won
On the 2nd game
Jerome Sy won
And on the unfinished set
I won again
After that
We played at the club synergy

Yesterday morning
I cleaned Teddy and Betty's home
And of course
Played with them
After that
I played GTA: San Andreas

That's all for today
Thanks for reading

" You tried in once. You tried it twice. It tasted Better than it did before. You try and try, until you die. But you could coming back for more and you just can't stop.

---- Eraserheads ( Andalusian Dog )

--marc22fews

Into the future

Yesterday
After I enter my blog
I went to our cousin's house
In their house
Their my other cousin
And we had a little conversation
When at about 6pm
Our aunt put out a plastic
And as we look at it
We were shocked
It was out toy when we were about 4-5 years old
And because of it
We remember the days that we're playing those things
We remember the days that we 're fighting
Because of those toys
And we played with it
While we are playing with it
We treat ourselves as a very young ones
While we are playing
Our aunt gave us sandwiches and drinks
And so
We eat
And after that I go home because my dad said so

This morning
I went to our school for our enrollment
In our school at that time
There is like a reunion of our class
But it also looked like an farewell one
Because there are some of our classmates
That won't be my classmate anymore
Including Louie, Joanna and Colleen
But majority is still my classmate
One of those are Bea and Gerald
At our 2nd year class
I'm gonna be included in the class of Franklin

Right now
I'm feeling somehow
Not normal
It's not because or my abnormal brain
But it feels like
Its very hard for me to do this blog
Unlike the others
I finished them in about 15 minutes
While this one is consuming 1 hour of my lifespan
And still consuming

Let me end this to this point
Thanks for reading

"Is this hollow sinking? Will tears stop their falling? Can I speak the truth if they cut my tongue? One night you wake up, you're screaming with trembling hands. And the frightening part is you don't understand."

----Eraserheads ( Milk and Money )

--marc22fews

Together With Relatives

Its been a while
Since I last posted my blog
The days that I had missed
Is not that I'm not bored
But because of Typhoon "Cosme"
Our telephone dial tone was lost
So as our internet connection
And it was back just last night
So, here I go again

Last Friday, me, my sister and my cousin, Eirene
Went to Pateros and go to our another cousin's house
After we got there
We went to the school of our cousin, BNAHS at Makati
And witness a stage play
Which includes my cousin, Dan
He plays a role of a very kind datu
But later in the play
The character he was playing
Was assassinated

After the play
That was about 5:30 in the afternoon
We went to their house in Pateros
While walking from from their school
We had a great conversation
And a game
As we arrived to their home
We continued our game
The games was called "sensitivity game"
The game is extra-ordinary
This game uses your eyes
And do the similar things as the other players do
And unlike the other games
This games doesn't required logic
So you don't need your brain in this game

The past days
Since there are no internet connection at my place
The computer is more useless than it looks
Because there is no internet
So I try something in our computer
And that is th Nero Wave Editor
This application can distort music files
It can combine 2 songs
It can make add effects for the song
And it can make the vocals in the song
Into a "Chipmunk" version
Its so cool
But there is some error in our computer
That's why I didn't finish what I was doing
I edited the song Balikbayan Box by Eraserheads
From their album entitled "Sticker Happy"

When I'm not using the computer
I'm using my PlayStation 2
Because I can't also have my guitar
Because the chords is in the net
I played Tekken 5
Just Tekken 5
Not the "Dark Resurrection" version
In the arcade mode
I'm using Hwoarang
That is already in "Warlord" status at the present
And Lee Chaolan
In "Master" status
But I stopped
Because the foes are very difficult
And my fingers are already aching
But my mission for this vacation
When it comes to Tekken 5
Is to make at least 1 character
In "Tekken Lord" status
But its very. very difficult

Again, thanks for reading
Hope you look at my blog often

"Don't even think about it. I don't care anymore. It's not the 1st time. No more excuses. I know it's perfect and it feels good but not this time."

----Sandwich ( Not This Time )

--marc22fews

Reunite The Past, Sway With The Present and Ready The Future

As my last blog said
I remember the things from my elementary days
And right now
I'm missing it
Yesterday
I called my bestfriend, Jerome Sy
And Bryan and Daryl Uy (A.K.A. "The Uy Bros. or "Uyz")
I organized a day for us to "bond"
Not for us to be a bong paper
But for us to be together again
Its been a year when we last saw each other
But its Jerome Sy
And definitely not the Uy Bros.
Because Uy Bros. are still my schoolmates
And were having a time for everyone of us
We're sharing the same club in our school
So is Maxing Avilla
Well, back to the "bonding day"
Were going to meet at a certain mall
At a certain date
I won't announce what date and mall
Because someone might meet with us also
It's not being selfish to ourselves
But we want to make it too special
That there will only be us

I remember when one time in our classroom
This is already in my high school days
When we think of also going out
And of course, having fun
I remember, we like to watch Speed Racer
I wonder if it will happen
Right now
I'm having a chat conversation with some of my classmates
Including Bea, Gerald, Charlene and Joanna
Moments ago with Louie
But he is already offline
Gerald always read mangas
Not mangoes
But a Japanese cartoon comic
And the title he's reading is Naruto
Charlene is always asking some names
But we all don't know who the hell are they
Oh, Louise just got her messenger online
Joanna is always busy at the moment
And Bea have different names and numbers
At her stat

Later this day
I'm going to Pateros
I'm gonna go to our cousin's house
Then after that
Were going to their school at Makati
To witness their stage play
I don't the title
But I'm expecting too much from it

Right now
I'm imagining what will happen at our bonding day
With my elementary friends
And I'm expecting it
To be a stepping stone for us
To end our friendship
Snd treat each other as brothers

Thanks for reading
And please
Vote at my poll
Located at the left side of this page

"The doorknob smiles at me alone. But will I open the door again?"

----Spongecola ( On The Floor )

--marc22fews

The Past

Last night
I was playing Ludwig Van Beethoven's "Symphony No.9"
Which was taught to me by Bea
When my mother came and asked me
"Where is the free song book of our keyboard?"
And I didn't know
So she asked me to look for it
And so I did
While I was searching for it
I was shocked
Because 2 of my long lost items were already found
It is the Myx Mag where Hale's Champ and Kamikazee's Jay
Are the covers
And the other one
Is the notebook that I and my friends used when we were at Grade 5
It is a Dragonball-covered notebook
But the notes inside is a very extra-ordinary and special
It is our "edited" lyrics
Because when we liked music
We were at grade 5
We dreamed to have a band
Where Jerome Sy has the guitar
So as me
Bryan Uy handles the bass
And Daryl Uy carries the drumsticks
At first we choose songs we like
Then change the lyrics
Just like Michael V.'s
And the lyrics we make
Were writen in 3 notebooks
The Dragonball-covered
The Jackie Chan Adventures-covered
And the Mandaluyong notbook
But the most lyrics where written at the Dragonball-covered
So that's the most special one
When grade 6 era came
Some things were changed
Like oue dream formation of the band
Jerome Sy still have the guitar
Bryan Uy has the bass
Daryl have the guitars
And I have the drum kit
But still
Until today
Those words were still dreams and wishes
But for now
I think its still impossible to achieve that dream
Because we're all busy in our classes

Right now
I have my Yahoo! Messenger open
And I'm chatting with Gerald and Bea
Gerald likes to join The Digital Pinoy for something
That the said website can offer
While Bea
Likes to have breakfast
Because of their meal, Daing
Eirene immediately turned off her Yahoo! Messenger
That's why we didn't have long conversation
But its ok
I can go to their house anytime

Right now I'm listening to Eraserheads' Circus
This album contains some great hits of Eraserheads
Including With A Smile, Alapaap and Kailan
This album also contains
Their album filler trilogy, called "Punk Zappa"
The Trilogy have different titles
The 1st one is called "Punk Zappa"
The 2nd is "No Royalty Album Filler No.9"
And the 3rd is "Prof. Banlaoi's Transcedental Medication After Every Six Month's"
But also known as "Punk Zappa 3"

Well that's all for now
Thanks for reading

"When you think you find it. Know you find it. Don't forget your heart. Because your soul is burning, time's a-turning. No one stays the same."

----Sandwich ( Butterfly Carnival )

--marc22fews

GPM

I didn't have my blog yesterday
It means that I didn't have time for it
Yesterday I started my computer
When my sister immediately used it
As for me
I went to our 3rd floor for my ps2
And played Tekken 5........again
I already finished all the characters' stories ( using story mode )
Some epilogues are to serious
Including Julia Chang's, Christie Monteiro's and Devil Jin's
While some are very funny
Like Kuma's, Panda's, Heihachi Mishima's and Marchall Law's
But Ling Xiaoyu's ( I'm very sorry if I misspelled it ) epilogue out-stand
Because her epilogue was the only epilogue that has the same quality
As quality of anime videos
So her epilogue looked like a short anime
Right now I like to play some more
But I also like to have some blog first

Yesterday also
My uncle went on our crib and fixed my guitar
And now I'm enjoying it
So right now
My left-hand fingers are aching because of it
Because my guitar is just not too good
That's why when it is tunned it normal tunning
It's to stretched
But still I played my guitar
I played songs from the newest song book I bought
Which is entitled "Just Music", December 2007 issue
Some songs that I played that I got their chords from the said magazine
Are Sandwich's "Cheese Factor Set To 9" and "Butterfly Carnival"
Cambio's "Pasaway" and Pedicab's "Bleached Streaks"

Last night
While I was playing Tekken 5
I'm listening to my radio at my phone
It is in RX93.1
When I suddenly heard a song
It is sang by a female
I'm not sure but they said she was a Singaporean
The song was too good
When it was playing
I felt like the Earth stopped moving
I really like th song
And I wanted to download it
The only problem is
I don't know the title
That's why I search for it at the net using its lyrics
And I found it
It is entitled "On The Side Of Me" by Corrinne May
And because of that
I felt like I want to play some good-old songs
But not literaly old
but year/s old already
Including Stonefree's "LSS", Silent Sanctuary's "Kismet" and Eraserheads' "Fill Her"
It's really great

I guess its the last of it
Thanks for reading

"Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go. Everyone needs a friend to hold. All alone I cried, there was no place to go. I remember when nobody cared, but you."

--Corrinne May ( On The Side Of Me )

--marc22fews

From silent to deaf

Today I've wake up late
Compared to my usual time in waking up
after I eat
I played my ps2 with Tekken 5 inside it
I've used Roger Jr., Anna Williams and Nina Williams
All in Story Mode
I just wanted to finish the game 100%

These days, I've been listening to Eraserheads' "Cutterpillow"
And I don't know if it is fortunate or unfortunate
But I've been addicted to Eraserheads' "Fill Her"
The song is accompanied by just an acoustic guitar
They just plucked it
And the soft voice of Ely Buendia made the song very................romantic?
I just don't know the right term
But just try to have a copy
Also, its lyrics is very meaningful
Of course, it has something to do with love

Oh, I remember something
This morning, while I'm eating
I watched Naruto Shippuden at Hero
And I found it out that it sucks
Not the series but the dubbing
The Tagalog language and the dubber's voice is not that good to pair the anime
I think it's better if it is in English dubbed
Or in Japanese language with English/Tagalog subtitle
But the anime itself, it's good
But still, I haven't watch the latest episode on the net
In short, I'm not updated

Before I made this blog
I was tunning my guitar
And it's very hard
I think, until now, it's still not tunned
Maybe later this day
Either before or after I go to the dentist
I'll go to my uncle to help me do it
If I can't able to do it today
I'll settle it tomorrow

Starting this blog
I'll try to have some quotes written at the end of each blog
I'm not promising
But just trying
I'll get the quotes probably from some lyrics

Before I end this blog
I want to have some "special thanks"
To Gerald "Gerbene" Emalada
For accepting my referral for the site "The Digital Pinoy"
If you want to join
Or receiver some "special thanks" to this blog
Just click the link at my 3rd blog ( Interest and Tries )
Thanks for reading

"Though I can't see you, I can feel you. I'm so glad you open my door. And when I get near, all my fears disappear. And I won't be alone anymore."

----The Eraserheads (Fill Her)

--marc22fews

Interests and Tries

Right now
As usual
I'm bored
So there's a reason for my 3rd blog

These days
I've been downloading OPM artist's album
So right now I'm enjoying them
Some of the albums I've downloaded are
Sandwich's S Mark's The Spot
Pupil's Wildlife
Eraserheads' Cutterpillow
And Hopia Mani Popcorn 2
Right now
While making this blog
I'm listening to Cutterpillow
These album contains some of the best hit made by Eraserheads
Including Super Proxy
Overdrive
Huwag Mo Nang Itanong
And Ang Huling El Bimbo
Try to have a copy of this album
You won't regret it

Yesterday
Our friend gave us a new dog
And the dog is a girl (or should I say bitch)
And we name her "Shojo"
The name is like our last dog, "Shogun"
"Shogun' is now under Eirene's care

Before I go
Please check this site and just register
Don't worry, its free and also virus-free
http://www.thedigitalpinoy.com/?ref=28024
See you at the site

--marc22fews

As I enter.......

As I start this blog
I forgot to introduce myself
Sorry for that
Now let's begin

I'm Marc Elison Libramonte Capco
At present, I've already finished 14 years of my lifespan
My celebration day is January 22 '94
I studied nursery course at Wisdom Grade School
But only lasted for half semester
The other half?
It was at "Puso ni Hesus Playschool"
After that
I was enrolled at Pasig Community School for my kinder years
I've spend 2 years for my kinder years at the same school
Of course, after kinder, was elementary
So I spent and finished it at the very same school
At that school, it was somehow pressuring me
But also fun because of my classmates
As I graduated
I entered the rooms of Pasig City Science High School
And at present
I'm entering my 2nd year at high school
Still at Pasig Science
And I just don't wanna let my scholarship slip away

It's very obvious that I like games and music
It is already shown at the title of my blog
You may see something about me at my 1st blog
My 1st blog?
It's about music and games
Just try to check it out

I spend most of my times
Playing my PlayStation 1 and 2
Using my computer
Playing my guitar
That's when I am home
But when I'm at school
I just take it seriously
So when I'm at home
I won't have to study anymore
Because I already done it at school

What more should I say?

I have 2 phones and 3 simcards
Namely Globe, Sun Cellular and TM
I'm using the same computer as my sister and parents use
And that's why they somewhat kinda mad at me
Why?
Because of my addiction in using computer
(Including IMing, soundtriping and gaming)
I over-used it
Especially the keyoard
Because of me
Some letter of our keyboard is already erased
Including A,S,D,K,L,H,G,N,M,C and some others
they're having a difficult time when their using our computer set because of that
I have 1 Gmail account
3 Yahoo! accounts
1 Imeem account
2 Friendster accounts
And this Blogspot accoung

I like collecting songs
Particularly, OPM Rock and Alternative Rock
Including the music of Eraserheads
Also Sandwich
And Spongecola
And of course, why should I forget Pupil
It's not that I'm just listening to their songs
But I also enjoy other bands and artist
But still, under the genre I like

The reason I made this blog?
It's very simple
I'm bored
That's it
And the reason why I write in it poem-style?
Still very simple
I want to treat it as lyrics
Nothing more and nothing less
But I'm facing the truth
That one day
I'll be sick ang tired to post new blogs
That's no wonder in me
It's always like that
I always start and end things

Ok
This is the last of it
If you are bored
Can't think of doing something
You are always welcome at my blog
Or better
Try to have a blog
It's somehow fun
But still, it cuts your time

--marc22fews

Music and Game

I believe in 2 things

Music

Game

Without this things, the world is null and dull
Life is nothing when these 2 things didn't exist

Music lets you express yourself in in a very harmonic way
Game lets you control the option you like

In the music industry
There are many genres available
If you're in love, love songs are there
If you're broken-hearted, emotional (A.K.A. Emo) songs are available
Rocker type? Rock songs are also included in the package

I like OPM (Original Pilipino/Pinoy Music)
I like the bands Sponge Cola
The legendary Eraserheads
Pupil where Eraserheads' frontman, Ely Buendia is also the frontman
Sandwich is also great, together with their frontman Raimund Marasigan

While in the gaming environment
MMORPGs are the reigning games of the present time
Especially the game Warcraft (A.K.A. DOTA)
But I personally like Strategy-types
This kind of game, for me, can help you think sharper

Racing-type are also great
It's just I like cars
When I'm playing racing games
I feel like I'm the real driver
Greatest racing games I've played
Are Gran Turismo and Need for Speed
Gran Turismo lets you choose up to many cars
And lets you upgrade it with ever part of the cars
So you'll be able to have ideas of the parts of the cars
While in Need for Speed
They let you upgrade your car
Not just the performance
But also the the visuals for your car
Including carbon spoilers ang roof scoop

Well that's all for this one
Thank's for reading

--marc22fews