why?

Its about a week
From the last date
I entered my blog
And between those days
Many things happened
And all of them have something in common
And that is
A question
A question that can't be answered
By anyone
And that question
Is
"Why?"

Last Sunday
We went to church
But while we were in that place
One thing has never
Get out of my mind
And that is my hamster, Betty
Before we went away from home
I saw her
Like she's badly injured
Or has a great disease
I went to a animal clinic
And ask if they have some at least an idea
Of what happened to her
But they didn't also know
When I got back home
She already passed away
I was so down at the moment
I was very guilty
Because I felt
That my stupidity killed her
I didn't have enough knowledge to raise her
And because of that
I've wasted a life
Why did that happen?

It was Tuesday
When we go to a mall
For the reason
I need to have another set
Of eyeglasses
So we went to the optical
And checked my eyes
The result said
That my left eye's Astigmatism (Not pretty sure about the spelling)
Had changed into a Near-Sighted one
That means I have to wear glasses
For the rest of my life
But my right eye
Was just the same as before
And that is still an Astigmatism
Why does our eye becomes blur?
It seems like
Its so useless
And impossible

At the same day
I went to Bio Research
And bought another female hamster
And named her "Kelly'
As we were in the way
Going home
There are time that I felt like she's not moving
But when a slightly shake its box
She moves
Why does animals are born?
While some of them are just tortured
And some of them are the reasons for torture

This morning
I cleaned up my hamster's home
And realized that "Kelly" was in a
Life-and-Death situation
She passed at some symptoms
Of the disease "Wet Tail"
The said disease was something to do with
Their intestines and bacterias
So I put her in a separate home
I put some water with Vitamin C on it
And some nuts
I was observing her
For the whole day
When 5pm came
And I noticed that she isn't moving
Even breathing
I touched her
And it proved
That her lifespan ended
I was feeling sad again
And of course guilty
And while I'm observing her
I've researched about Syrian Hamster (A.K.A. Teddy Bear Hamster)
And found out that
A 2 Syrians can't be inside a single cage
Except for some reasons and excuses
And when they are inside 1 cage
They will fight against 1 another
And can cause death
Why does another life has to suffer because of my stupidity?

Well thanks for reading

"I resign all implications, of the war that's imminent. Two lovers in mind. Can we try a conversation? One line we never said. I'm sorry I've tried"

----Sandwich ( Two Lovers )

--marc22fews

Excitement and Happiness

I didn't enter any blog for the past 3 days
It's because I'm somehow busy those days
Last Wednesday
We celebrated our parents' 19th anniversary
Last Thursday
The "BoBoyZ" reunited
And yesterday
I just played GTA: San Andreas in my PlayStation 2

Wednesday morning
I just logged in my Yahoo! Messenger account
After a while
I started to play Tekken 5
But I was bored
So changed it to GTA: Vice City Stories
At 1st
I was having a great time with it
But after an hour
Th DVD went crazy
Causing the game to hang
So I changed it again
Into GTA: San Andreas
About 12:30 in the afternoon
We went to Robinson's Galleria
While my parents are enjoying
The spa gift certificate I gave
Me and my sister went to National Bookstore
Just to hang out
After that
Our parents already called me
To tell us that they are finish
And we met
Next is to eat
We had our meal at Burgoo
Before we go home
We went to a comfort room
As I was finished
I walked around the stores near it
And saw a pet shop
And there I bought my 1st pair of Teddy Bear Hamsters
I named them Teddy and Betty
After i bought it
We went to the department store
And surprisingly
Teddy went out in their box
My mother was so shocked that she shout
But not too long and too loud
My sister immediately run

Last Thursday
I wake up about 8 am
After I eat
I went to the bathroom to have a bath
And after that
I went to SM Megamall
As I arrived at Dunkin' Donut
There was already Jerome Sy
But Daryl and Bryan Uy was still not around
We wait for 30 minutes
After that 30 minutes
I went to the nearest pay phone
To call them
They said that they'll just go around 12:30
So Jerome and I already walk around the mall
We 1st played at Timezone
But we just spent very small amount of money
When the load depleted
We ate our lunch
At food court
We bought Liempo Boy's Cruncy Liempo (Not sure of the name)
Right after we eat
We went At Club Synergy
While we're wandering
When the Uy bros, called us
We are planing what are we going to do
When we sa the SM Bowling Center
So we enter and ask for the price
The price is enought for us
So we played bowling
We had 2 1/2 games
1st game
I won
On the 2nd game
Jerome Sy won
And on the unfinished set
I won again
After that
We played at the club synergy

Yesterday morning
I cleaned Teddy and Betty's home
And of course
Played with them
After that
I played GTA: San Andreas

That's all for today
Thanks for reading

" You tried in once. You tried it twice. It tasted Better than it did before. You try and try, until you die. But you could coming back for more and you just can't stop.

---- Eraserheads ( Andalusian Dog )

--marc22fews

Into the future

Yesterday
After I enter my blog
I went to our cousin's house
In their house
Their my other cousin
And we had a little conversation
When at about 6pm
Our aunt put out a plastic
And as we look at it
We were shocked
It was out toy when we were about 4-5 years old
And because of it
We remember the days that we're playing those things
We remember the days that we 're fighting
Because of those toys
And we played with it
While we are playing with it
We treat ourselves as a very young ones
While we are playing
Our aunt gave us sandwiches and drinks
And so
We eat
And after that I go home because my dad said so

This morning
I went to our school for our enrollment
In our school at that time
There is like a reunion of our class
But it also looked like an farewell one
Because there are some of our classmates
That won't be my classmate anymore
Including Louie, Joanna and Colleen
But majority is still my classmate
One of those are Bea and Gerald
At our 2nd year class
I'm gonna be included in the class of Franklin

Right now
I'm feeling somehow
Not normal
It's not because or my abnormal brain
But it feels like
Its very hard for me to do this blog
Unlike the others
I finished them in about 15 minutes
While this one is consuming 1 hour of my lifespan
And still consuming

Let me end this to this point
Thanks for reading

"Is this hollow sinking? Will tears stop their falling? Can I speak the truth if they cut my tongue? One night you wake up, you're screaming with trembling hands. And the frightening part is you don't understand."

----Eraserheads ( Milk and Money )

--marc22fews

Together With Relatives

Its been a while
Since I last posted my blog
The days that I had missed
Is not that I'm not bored
But because of Typhoon "Cosme"
Our telephone dial tone was lost
So as our internet connection
And it was back just last night
So, here I go again

Last Friday, me, my sister and my cousin, Eirene
Went to Pateros and go to our another cousin's house
After we got there
We went to the school of our cousin, BNAHS at Makati
And witness a stage play
Which includes my cousin, Dan
He plays a role of a very kind datu
But later in the play
The character he was playing
Was assassinated

After the play
That was about 5:30 in the afternoon
We went to their house in Pateros
While walking from from their school
We had a great conversation
And a game
As we arrived to their home
We continued our game
The games was called "sensitivity game"
The game is extra-ordinary
This game uses your eyes
And do the similar things as the other players do
And unlike the other games
This games doesn't required logic
So you don't need your brain in this game

The past days
Since there are no internet connection at my place
The computer is more useless than it looks
Because there is no internet
So I try something in our computer
And that is th Nero Wave Editor
This application can distort music files
It can combine 2 songs
It can make add effects for the song
And it can make the vocals in the song
Into a "Chipmunk" version
Its so cool
But there is some error in our computer
That's why I didn't finish what I was doing
I edited the song Balikbayan Box by Eraserheads
From their album entitled "Sticker Happy"

When I'm not using the computer
I'm using my PlayStation 2
Because I can't also have my guitar
Because the chords is in the net
I played Tekken 5
Just Tekken 5
Not the "Dark Resurrection" version
In the arcade mode
I'm using Hwoarang
That is already in "Warlord" status at the present
And Lee Chaolan
In "Master" status
But I stopped
Because the foes are very difficult
And my fingers are already aching
But my mission for this vacation
When it comes to Tekken 5
Is to make at least 1 character
In "Tekken Lord" status
But its very. very difficult

Again, thanks for reading
Hope you look at my blog often

"Don't even think about it. I don't care anymore. It's not the 1st time. No more excuses. I know it's perfect and it feels good but not this time."

----Sandwich ( Not This Time )

--marc22fews

Reunite The Past, Sway With The Present and Ready The Future

As my last blog said
I remember the things from my elementary days
And right now
I'm missing it
Yesterday
I called my bestfriend, Jerome Sy
And Bryan and Daryl Uy (A.K.A. "The Uy Bros. or "Uyz")
I organized a day for us to "bond"
Not for us to be a bong paper
But for us to be together again
Its been a year when we last saw each other
But its Jerome Sy
And definitely not the Uy Bros.
Because Uy Bros. are still my schoolmates
And were having a time for everyone of us
We're sharing the same club in our school
So is Maxing Avilla
Well, back to the "bonding day"
Were going to meet at a certain mall
At a certain date
I won't announce what date and mall
Because someone might meet with us also
It's not being selfish to ourselves
But we want to make it too special
That there will only be us

I remember when one time in our classroom
This is already in my high school days
When we think of also going out
And of course, having fun
I remember, we like to watch Speed Racer
I wonder if it will happen
Right now
I'm having a chat conversation with some of my classmates
Including Bea, Gerald, Charlene and Joanna
Moments ago with Louie
But he is already offline
Gerald always read mangas
Not mangoes
But a Japanese cartoon comic
And the title he's reading is Naruto
Charlene is always asking some names
But we all don't know who the hell are they
Oh, Louise just got her messenger online
Joanna is always busy at the moment
And Bea have different names and numbers
At her stat

Later this day
I'm going to Pateros
I'm gonna go to our cousin's house
Then after that
Were going to their school at Makati
To witness their stage play
I don't the title
But I'm expecting too much from it

Right now
I'm imagining what will happen at our bonding day
With my elementary friends
And I'm expecting it
To be a stepping stone for us
To end our friendship
Snd treat each other as brothers

Thanks for reading
And please
Vote at my poll
Located at the left side of this page

"The doorknob smiles at me alone. But will I open the door again?"

----Spongecola ( On The Floor )

--marc22fews

The Past

Last night
I was playing Ludwig Van Beethoven's "Symphony No.9"
Which was taught to me by Bea
When my mother came and asked me
"Where is the free song book of our keyboard?"
And I didn't know
So she asked me to look for it
And so I did
While I was searching for it
I was shocked
Because 2 of my long lost items were already found
It is the Myx Mag where Hale's Champ and Kamikazee's Jay
Are the covers
And the other one
Is the notebook that I and my friends used when we were at Grade 5
It is a Dragonball-covered notebook
But the notes inside is a very extra-ordinary and special
It is our "edited" lyrics
Because when we liked music
We were at grade 5
We dreamed to have a band
Where Jerome Sy has the guitar
So as me
Bryan Uy handles the bass
And Daryl Uy carries the drumsticks
At first we choose songs we like
Then change the lyrics
Just like Michael V.'s
And the lyrics we make
Were writen in 3 notebooks
The Dragonball-covered
The Jackie Chan Adventures-covered
And the Mandaluyong notbook
But the most lyrics where written at the Dragonball-covered
So that's the most special one
When grade 6 era came
Some things were changed
Like oue dream formation of the band
Jerome Sy still have the guitar
Bryan Uy has the bass
Daryl have the guitars
And I have the drum kit
But still
Until today
Those words were still dreams and wishes
But for now
I think its still impossible to achieve that dream
Because we're all busy in our classes

Right now
I have my Yahoo! Messenger open
And I'm chatting with Gerald and Bea
Gerald likes to join The Digital Pinoy for something
That the said website can offer
While Bea
Likes to have breakfast
Because of their meal, Daing
Eirene immediately turned off her Yahoo! Messenger
That's why we didn't have long conversation
But its ok
I can go to their house anytime

Right now I'm listening to Eraserheads' Circus
This album contains some great hits of Eraserheads
Including With A Smile, Alapaap and Kailan
This album also contains
Their album filler trilogy, called "Punk Zappa"
The Trilogy have different titles
The 1st one is called "Punk Zappa"
The 2nd is "No Royalty Album Filler No.9"
And the 3rd is "Prof. Banlaoi's Transcedental Medication After Every Six Month's"
But also known as "Punk Zappa 3"

Well that's all for now
Thanks for reading

"When you think you find it. Know you find it. Don't forget your heart. Because your soul is burning, time's a-turning. No one stays the same."

----Sandwich ( Butterfly Carnival )

--marc22fews

GPM

I didn't have my blog yesterday
It means that I didn't have time for it
Yesterday I started my computer
When my sister immediately used it
As for me
I went to our 3rd floor for my ps2
And played Tekken 5........again
I already finished all the characters' stories ( using story mode )
Some epilogues are to serious
Including Julia Chang's, Christie Monteiro's and Devil Jin's
While some are very funny
Like Kuma's, Panda's, Heihachi Mishima's and Marchall Law's
But Ling Xiaoyu's ( I'm very sorry if I misspelled it ) epilogue out-stand
Because her epilogue was the only epilogue that has the same quality
As quality of anime videos
So her epilogue looked like a short anime
Right now I like to play some more
But I also like to have some blog first

Yesterday also
My uncle went on our crib and fixed my guitar
And now I'm enjoying it
So right now
My left-hand fingers are aching because of it
Because my guitar is just not too good
That's why when it is tunned it normal tunning
It's to stretched
But still I played my guitar
I played songs from the newest song book I bought
Which is entitled "Just Music", December 2007 issue
Some songs that I played that I got their chords from the said magazine
Are Sandwich's "Cheese Factor Set To 9" and "Butterfly Carnival"
Cambio's "Pasaway" and Pedicab's "Bleached Streaks"

Last night
While I was playing Tekken 5
I'm listening to my radio at my phone
It is in RX93.1
When I suddenly heard a song
It is sang by a female
I'm not sure but they said she was a Singaporean
The song was too good
When it was playing
I felt like the Earth stopped moving
I really like th song
And I wanted to download it
The only problem is
I don't know the title
That's why I search for it at the net using its lyrics
And I found it
It is entitled "On The Side Of Me" by Corrinne May
And because of that
I felt like I want to play some good-old songs
But not literaly old
but year/s old already
Including Stonefree's "LSS", Silent Sanctuary's "Kismet" and Eraserheads' "Fill Her"
It's really great

I guess its the last of it
Thanks for reading

"Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go. Everyone needs a friend to hold. All alone I cried, there was no place to go. I remember when nobody cared, but you."

--Corrinne May ( On The Side Of Me )

--marc22fews

From silent to deaf

Today I've wake up late
Compared to my usual time in waking up
after I eat
I played my ps2 with Tekken 5 inside it
I've used Roger Jr., Anna Williams and Nina Williams
All in Story Mode
I just wanted to finish the game 100%

These days, I've been listening to Eraserheads' "Cutterpillow"
And I don't know if it is fortunate or unfortunate
But I've been addicted to Eraserheads' "Fill Her"
The song is accompanied by just an acoustic guitar
They just plucked it
And the soft voice of Ely Buendia made the song very................romantic?
I just don't know the right term
But just try to have a copy
Also, its lyrics is very meaningful
Of course, it has something to do with love

Oh, I remember something
This morning, while I'm eating
I watched Naruto Shippuden at Hero
And I found it out that it sucks
Not the series but the dubbing
The Tagalog language and the dubber's voice is not that good to pair the anime
I think it's better if it is in English dubbed
Or in Japanese language with English/Tagalog subtitle
But the anime itself, it's good
But still, I haven't watch the latest episode on the net
In short, I'm not updated

Before I made this blog
I was tunning my guitar
And it's very hard
I think, until now, it's still not tunned
Maybe later this day
Either before or after I go to the dentist
I'll go to my uncle to help me do it
If I can't able to do it today
I'll settle it tomorrow

Starting this blog
I'll try to have some quotes written at the end of each blog
I'm not promising
But just trying
I'll get the quotes probably from some lyrics

Before I end this blog
I want to have some "special thanks"
To Gerald "Gerbene" Emalada
For accepting my referral for the site "The Digital Pinoy"
If you want to join
Or receiver some "special thanks" to this blog
Just click the link at my 3rd blog ( Interest and Tries )
Thanks for reading

"Though I can't see you, I can feel you. I'm so glad you open my door. And when I get near, all my fears disappear. And I won't be alone anymore."

----The Eraserheads (Fill Her)

--marc22fews

Interests and Tries

Right now
As usual
I'm bored
So there's a reason for my 3rd blog

These days
I've been downloading OPM artist's album
So right now I'm enjoying them
Some of the albums I've downloaded are
Sandwich's S Mark's The Spot
Pupil's Wildlife
Eraserheads' Cutterpillow
And Hopia Mani Popcorn 2
Right now
While making this blog
I'm listening to Cutterpillow
These album contains some of the best hit made by Eraserheads
Including Super Proxy
Overdrive
Huwag Mo Nang Itanong
And Ang Huling El Bimbo
Try to have a copy of this album
You won't regret it

Yesterday
Our friend gave us a new dog
And the dog is a girl (or should I say bitch)
And we name her "Shojo"
The name is like our last dog, "Shogun"
"Shogun' is now under Eirene's care

Before I go
Please check this site and just register
Don't worry, its free and also virus-free
http://www.thedigitalpinoy.com/?ref=28024
See you at the site

--marc22fews

As I enter.......

As I start this blog
I forgot to introduce myself
Sorry for that
Now let's begin

I'm Marc Elison Libramonte Capco
At present, I've already finished 14 years of my lifespan
My celebration day is January 22 '94
I studied nursery course at Wisdom Grade School
But only lasted for half semester
The other half?
It was at "Puso ni Hesus Playschool"
After that
I was enrolled at Pasig Community School for my kinder years
I've spend 2 years for my kinder years at the same school
Of course, after kinder, was elementary
So I spent and finished it at the very same school
At that school, it was somehow pressuring me
But also fun because of my classmates
As I graduated
I entered the rooms of Pasig City Science High School
And at present
I'm entering my 2nd year at high school
Still at Pasig Science
And I just don't wanna let my scholarship slip away

It's very obvious that I like games and music
It is already shown at the title of my blog
You may see something about me at my 1st blog
My 1st blog?
It's about music and games
Just try to check it out

I spend most of my times
Playing my PlayStation 1 and 2
Using my computer
Playing my guitar
That's when I am home
But when I'm at school
I just take it seriously
So when I'm at home
I won't have to study anymore
Because I already done it at school

What more should I say?

I have 2 phones and 3 simcards
Namely Globe, Sun Cellular and TM
I'm using the same computer as my sister and parents use
And that's why they somewhat kinda mad at me
Why?
Because of my addiction in using computer
(Including IMing, soundtriping and gaming)
I over-used it
Especially the keyoard
Because of me
Some letter of our keyboard is already erased
Including A,S,D,K,L,H,G,N,M,C and some others
they're having a difficult time when their using our computer set because of that
I have 1 Gmail account
3 Yahoo! accounts
1 Imeem account
2 Friendster accounts
And this Blogspot accoung

I like collecting songs
Particularly, OPM Rock and Alternative Rock
Including the music of Eraserheads
Also Sandwich
And Spongecola
And of course, why should I forget Pupil
It's not that I'm just listening to their songs
But I also enjoy other bands and artist
But still, under the genre I like

The reason I made this blog?
It's very simple
I'm bored
That's it
And the reason why I write in it poem-style?
Still very simple
I want to treat it as lyrics
Nothing more and nothing less
But I'm facing the truth
That one day
I'll be sick ang tired to post new blogs
That's no wonder in me
It's always like that
I always start and end things

Ok
This is the last of it
If you are bored
Can't think of doing something
You are always welcome at my blog
Or better
Try to have a blog
It's somehow fun
But still, it cuts your time

--marc22fews

Music and Game

I believe in 2 things

Music

Game

Without this things, the world is null and dull
Life is nothing when these 2 things didn't exist

Music lets you express yourself in in a very harmonic way
Game lets you control the option you like

In the music industry
There are many genres available
If you're in love, love songs are there
If you're broken-hearted, emotional (A.K.A. Emo) songs are available
Rocker type? Rock songs are also included in the package

I like OPM (Original Pilipino/Pinoy Music)
I like the bands Sponge Cola
The legendary Eraserheads
Pupil where Eraserheads' frontman, Ely Buendia is also the frontman
Sandwich is also great, together with their frontman Raimund Marasigan

While in the gaming environment
MMORPGs are the reigning games of the present time
Especially the game Warcraft (A.K.A. DOTA)
But I personally like Strategy-types
This kind of game, for me, can help you think sharper

Racing-type are also great
It's just I like cars
When I'm playing racing games
I feel like I'm the real driver
Greatest racing games I've played
Are Gran Turismo and Need for Speed
Gran Turismo lets you choose up to many cars
And lets you upgrade it with ever part of the cars
So you'll be able to have ideas of the parts of the cars
While in Need for Speed
They let you upgrade your car
Not just the performance
But also the the visuals for your car
Including carbon spoilers ang roof scoop

Well that's all for this one
Thank's for reading

--marc22fews