Walang Kwentang Mga Bagay

"Bakit ba maraming basura sa mundo?"

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Bakit ba naimbento ang mga bagay?
Necessity?
Kahit may nasisira itong ibang bagay?
Kahit maraming hindi sang-ayon dito?
Hindi ba naiintindihan ng gumawa ng bagay n 'yon na marami siyang sinirang buhay?

Alam ba niya kung ano ang epekto nito sa kapaligiran?
Hindi lang sa kalikasan kundi sa mga tao mismo?
Alam ba niya na maraming nasisira ang buhay dahil dito?
Bakit hindi niya magawang makita ang mga nangyayare?
Bulag ba siya?
Wala talagang pakealam?
Galit sa mundo?
Galit sa tao kaya gumaganti sa ibang hindi niya kilala?
Ano?
Ganon na ba siya kasama
Na pati bata sirain niya ang buhay?

Ano ba kalokohan niya?
Bakit ba niya inimbento iyon?
Naiintindihan ba niya ang mga nararamdaman ng mga taong nagmamalasakit?
Malamang sa hindi
Kung oo
Edi matagal na niya tinigil ang kasamaan niya
Kaso sadyang wala siyang kwentang tao
Ginamit parin niya iyon para lang sa sariling interest
Ang pera
Bakit ba?
Madadala mo ba pera mo sa langit o impyerno?
Magbabayad ka ba kay San Pedro para palusutin ka?
Magbibigay ka kay Satanas para iakyat kang langit?
Magpapagawa ka ng casino sa kabilang buhay?
Magtitinda ng ginawa niyang bagay na sumira sa milyon-milyong buhay na inosente?
O sadyang gusto niya lamang na maghari sa lahat?

Gumising ang mga naloloko
Ano ba problema niyo
Lahat tayo biktima
Ako
Ikaw
Sila
Kami
Kayo
Tayo
TAYO
LAHAT TAYO
SIRA ANG BUHAY DAHIL SA ISANG WALANG KWENTANG BAGAY
Papayag ka bang sumaya ng todo ngayon
At durugin ang kaluluwa mo bukas?
MAG-ISIP KA
BAGO KA TAWAGING
TANGA

"Ano ba talaga mas-gusto mo? Ang beer na 'to o ang pag-ibig ko?"

---- Itchyworms ( Beer )

--marc2208eliyha

The Dust

"All of your efforts are either diminished, distorted, or disregarded."

It is been so hard to be with everybody
Especially when all the thing you do
Is a mistake in their eyes
Pouring too much effort is not enough at all
The worst of it
The more effort you put on
And was ignored in moments
Your emotion will collapse in an instant
And it can bring you permanent damages
And these damages are harder to break

I can never seem to understand why there are people always have or like to hurt others
Others back stab
While others hit it head by head
It is a little bit frustrating when one of the worthiest people turn their back against you
Especially when you do not see any reason for it
When somebody hits you
Never turn again unguarded
Fight for your goal
How ever lost your ship is
You'll still be able to see the shore you are searching for
And the worst part of it
When it is your turn to return the favor to them
They will be more enraged to you
Making your life an instant hell

A bad or a good person
Is somebody a bad or a good one?
Can you tell who are the bad and good ones?
Can you tell me if you are a bad or a good one?
Majority will answer good o course
But I'm expecting to see a person answer bad
Why?
Yeah. why?
Just tell me why?
Because you returned your parents' change when they asked you to buy some eggs at the store?
Because you "respect" everyone?
Because you study too well?
Because you answered you teacher immorally?
Because you used your sister's hairspray without permission?
Because you spanked your baby bro?
Because you paid the right amount, or more?
Or is it because you just liked it?
Until now
I can never say why everyone of us
Admitted or not
Judges others so drastically
I can never say that I'm not judging people
I also do it
But the main point is
Who we are to judge others?
Are a the corrupt leader to say that we are good?
Are we a good player of basketball to say such pike-like words that stabs others?

"Time won't flow."

---- The Speaks ( High )

--marc2208eliyha

Stained Glass

"Colours never shows the true meaning."

I've been pretty bored today
Not just today but the whole time around
I never asked to cross boundaries with this life
Even though I though I did
I still did not

We had our exams this past week
And it was a hell-damned hard
It almost never let me to turn the wheel and a full straight ahead
But I insisted to myself to do what I like
So I've done what i wished for
I just treat my afternoon as my free time
And my evening as my last minute to complete my stuffs
From my childhood
I always wonder
Why do we have to go to an Primary Education Stage?
Secondary?
And then College where we can really push ourselves to what we like
And after getting a job
You'll like searching for a snow here in the Philippines when getting a job
I always think about this routine
Why does everybody makes life of everybody so miserable and not make it more simple?
Having a difficult life is a very great continually

Some of the questions really made my mouth shut and let me tell to myself
That I'm still not enough to have great mind
And the most frustrating part
Is when you pushed yourself to the limit 'till you really gave up since there's no more hope
That's the time when you'll see yourself hit the floor better
Disappointment of one matter can really drop you for the next one
Since most of the difficult subjects came first
And those were the ones that destroyed me
The next cuisines is not appreciated anymore due to the destroyed appetite
It was really brain-twisting that even my pens gave up
One was lost and suddenly found the day after the last exam
And the other one almost ran out of ink
I pity such items
Innocently suffering 'cause of the unknown reason to them
Not just the pens
Include also the papers
They were attacked by the pens by shading some part of them

Studying was quite tiring
And makes me lazy
You'll have to read what happen what you had understand
Over and over all the time
It'll make you dizzy after all
And not to absorb anything since you don't feel good while reading
The implications very complicated though
It feels like your running for the goal even if you must lose the game

Socialization
This word doesn't sound too much to me
I have very few friends
Some of the others have left me
While I left others but I also don't why
It is hard to be alone
Too difficult to be a loner one
Even though I have my girl
Friends are still different
I envy my classmates that go to the mall together
While for me
I just can't go to the mall that easy
I still have to let my parents know every details of it
And sometimes I just decline those
'Cause I'm afraid to be frustrated if my parents disagree
It is more depressing to me
Especially when I'm the only one who is not joining them
I wanted to go anywhere at anytime
It feels really great
But what can I do?
I'm just a student
A puppet of the higher ups

"Between the lines we speak that rise at me, will there ever be a chance?"

---- Sponge Cola ( 98603 )

--marc2208eliyha

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When Cigarette's Ash Drops To Your Shoulder

"What would you do if everybody's hero betrayed you?"

One day
I realized one thing
That I hate my hero
I feel like I am the only one in this world
Who hates his hero
I've never heard someone's scream that pointed out that way

Running against myself
Unable to achieve bliss anymore
So down
So frustrated
So lonely
So loner
So mad
So guilt
I felt like
I am feeling every negative emotions in this world
I dunno what to do for every breath I take
Because of my problems
I hurt the only one who lifted me up
I was so angry to myself
What if I lose that someone?
Can I still breath by myself in this surrounding?
Will someone care for me?
Should someone love me?
Would someone lift me back to where I was when she lifted me?
I never think that there will be someone
Equal or greater to how she raised me
She taught how to blow things up
To realize what the word LIFE means
And now I broke her again
I was so fixated to move even a muscle due to that
Everybody left me aside from her
But still
I felt like I never treasured her because of what I've done
I HATE MYSELF
This is all my fault
I don't know what is running to her mind at the present
Is she mad at me?
I can't blame her
I shattered the mirror we are trying to fix
I ended up the efforts we've done to nowhere

I can never say what will happen next to my days
Sometime I wish to let it end
But I guess I can't
The only one who supported me needs me now
I can just leave her at that climax of the hours
Though my depression seems to destroy my brain
I know that I must overcome it
Since she is the reason why I live
Why I breath
Why I smile
Why I care so much
Why I love
I am so confused now
I don't know what is the right thing to do
I feel like
There's no thing for me to do
That is RIGHT

"I can't go on without you."

---- Secondhand Serenade ( Vulnerable )

--marc22o8eliyha