why?

Its about a week
From the last date
I entered my blog
And between those days
Many things happened
And all of them have something in common
And that is
A question
A question that can't be answered
By anyone
And that question
Is
"Why?"

Last Sunday
We went to church
But while we were in that place
One thing has never
Get out of my mind
And that is my hamster, Betty
Before we went away from home
I saw her
Like she's badly injured
Or has a great disease
I went to a animal clinic
And ask if they have some at least an idea
Of what happened to her
But they didn't also know
When I got back home
She already passed away
I was so down at the moment
I was very guilty
Because I felt
That my stupidity killed her
I didn't have enough knowledge to raise her
And because of that
I've wasted a life
Why did that happen?

It was Tuesday
When we go to a mall
For the reason
I need to have another set
Of eyeglasses
So we went to the optical
And checked my eyes
The result said
That my left eye's Astigmatism (Not pretty sure about the spelling)
Had changed into a Near-Sighted one
That means I have to wear glasses
For the rest of my life
But my right eye
Was just the same as before
And that is still an Astigmatism
Why does our eye becomes blur?
It seems like
Its so useless
And impossible

At the same day
I went to Bio Research
And bought another female hamster
And named her "Kelly'
As we were in the way
Going home
There are time that I felt like she's not moving
But when a slightly shake its box
She moves
Why does animals are born?
While some of them are just tortured
And some of them are the reasons for torture

This morning
I cleaned up my hamster's home
And realized that "Kelly" was in a
Life-and-Death situation
She passed at some symptoms
Of the disease "Wet Tail"
The said disease was something to do with
Their intestines and bacterias
So I put her in a separate home
I put some water with Vitamin C on it
And some nuts
I was observing her
For the whole day
When 5pm came
And I noticed that she isn't moving
Even breathing
I touched her
And it proved
That her lifespan ended
I was feeling sad again
And of course guilty
And while I'm observing her
I've researched about Syrian Hamster (A.K.A. Teddy Bear Hamster)
And found out that
A 2 Syrians can't be inside a single cage
Except for some reasons and excuses
And when they are inside 1 cage
They will fight against 1 another
And can cause death
Why does another life has to suffer because of my stupidity?

Well thanks for reading

"I resign all implications, of the war that's imminent. Two lovers in mind. Can we try a conversation? One line we never said. I'm sorry I've tried"

----Sandwich ( Two Lovers )

--marc22fews

Excitement and Happiness

I didn't enter any blog for the past 3 days
It's because I'm somehow busy those days
Last Wednesday
We celebrated our parents' 19th anniversary
Last Thursday
The "BoBoyZ" reunited
And yesterday
I just played GTA: San Andreas in my PlayStation 2

Wednesday morning
I just logged in my Yahoo! Messenger account
After a while
I started to play Tekken 5
But I was bored
So changed it to GTA: Vice City Stories
At 1st
I was having a great time with it
But after an hour
Th DVD went crazy
Causing the game to hang
So I changed it again
Into GTA: San Andreas
About 12:30 in the afternoon
We went to Robinson's Galleria
While my parents are enjoying
The spa gift certificate I gave
Me and my sister went to National Bookstore
Just to hang out
After that
Our parents already called me
To tell us that they are finish
And we met
Next is to eat
We had our meal at Burgoo
Before we go home
We went to a comfort room
As I was finished
I walked around the stores near it
And saw a pet shop
And there I bought my 1st pair of Teddy Bear Hamsters
I named them Teddy and Betty
After i bought it
We went to the department store
And surprisingly
Teddy went out in their box
My mother was so shocked that she shout
But not too long and too loud
My sister immediately run

Last Thursday
I wake up about 8 am
After I eat
I went to the bathroom to have a bath
And after that
I went to SM Megamall
As I arrived at Dunkin' Donut
There was already Jerome Sy
But Daryl and Bryan Uy was still not around
We wait for 30 minutes
After that 30 minutes
I went to the nearest pay phone
To call them
They said that they'll just go around 12:30
So Jerome and I already walk around the mall
We 1st played at Timezone
But we just spent very small amount of money
When the load depleted
We ate our lunch
At food court
We bought Liempo Boy's Cruncy Liempo (Not sure of the name)
Right after we eat
We went At Club Synergy
While we're wandering
When the Uy bros, called us
We are planing what are we going to do
When we sa the SM Bowling Center
So we enter and ask for the price
The price is enought for us
So we played bowling
We had 2 1/2 games
1st game
I won
On the 2nd game
Jerome Sy won
And on the unfinished set
I won again
After that
We played at the club synergy

Yesterday morning
I cleaned Teddy and Betty's home
And of course
Played with them
After that
I played GTA: San Andreas

That's all for today
Thanks for reading

" You tried in once. You tried it twice. It tasted Better than it did before. You try and try, until you die. But you could coming back for more and you just can't stop.

---- Eraserheads ( Andalusian Dog )

--marc22fews